Pandorya's Box

Ok people, I am about to hypnotize you...

*holds up a dildo on a string and swings it in front of your eyes*

You are getting hor... sleeeeppppyy... verrrrrrry sleeeepppyyyy...

*swings dildo s'more*

You are going to go to this siteeeeeeee and joiiiiiinnnn

*swing swing*

Your hand is starting to move towards the link... you want to clickkkk ittttt

*continues to swing rubber penis*

Click the link and join because it is fasssssst and eassssssy and cooooolll

*SWING SWING goes the dildo on a string... oohhh*

CLICK AND JOIN AND THEN YOU CAN WAKE UP!

click here to join and save yourself from death via swinging rubber penis!

KTHNX! :D

I just got a feeling of actually wanting to post in this thing. That is new, or at least new for me lately. I was thinking earlier that I should start writing again, but then I thought "what would I write?". Perhaps just random writing in this journal, like I used to do, would help get the words coming out of me. I feel that I have become somewhat distant from my thoughts over the last year or so. I only have how I used to be to compare things to, but I used to write freely, now it feels forced. It is all good though, I will just keep forcing words until I feel comfortable with them again. At least, I hope that will work.

So, 2006 is coming to a close. This is a good thing I think. This past year has seen me through some very hard times, HUGE life altering times, growing times, a few happy times, busy times... just blargh, a lot of changes and new doors opening where other doors closed in my face. 2007 will be the official start of a new life I suppose. A fresh year full of possibility. My school ends on the 4th, which means that is the last door of 2006 to close really. Good timing -nod- I have a lot of things I need to work out for the coming year, but I have a sense of "everything will be fine" going on, so I hope that I am right! If not, I still have some inner strength left to cope with anything new that comes my way. I hope :S Nah, I do. I do.

I do have some things I plan on accomplishing in the new year. One is obviously making more money. At least with a fresh start comes fresh planning and a new outlook on life. There are too many people that I care about, myself included, that are stressed out over money issues. If I could do something to change that? Yeah, I would be happy. There is a ton of money floating around in the world, I am sure I can do something to get a fair share of it.

Another thing that 2007 will bring is a happier Sadie. This is a must. I have spent far too much time over the last year (or years) complaining and whining. Most has been justified really, but I have grown tired of feeling the need to do that so often. I am a realist in most things when it comes down to it, so I know that to eliminate 100% of the whines from my life is impossible, I would like to have at least 50% happy things to say, heh. But eh, whatever, I am sure that 2007 will be a much better year -nods- Positive on that one.

This is not my proverbial New Year's post though, that one I am going to make far more detailed in order to get full closure on 2006. It will be good to write it all about I am sure. Every year needs a big long farewell. Maybe when I write my 2007 ending post, I will be sad to see 2007 go? I have yet to write one of the big "year over" posts where I was sad to see the year go by. Normally I am squeeing over the fact it is over... as I am this year too:)

I must find ways of expressing myself more openly again. I got to a point where I figured people did not want to hear my self expressions anymore as they were generally the same in nature, one way or the other. But really, it was healthy to write and there were some who cared to read. Those that did not care to read, well, that is fine too. It was just a better routine in this journal than the routine of posting here and there and not having anything to say = )

Maybe I can breath some life in to this little eljayland again... huh? Set some new standards of posting! -pokes- we all could use a bit of that. Or maybe it will just be me -shrug- either way, I plan to try. I know I need it.

One thing I AM going to do in 2007 is quit smoking. I have been pondering this and I am not sure if I should try cold turkey again, or try some other methods? I still think cold turkey is the best. I mean really, if I am going to quit, just quit already! :P

Annnyways, I am trying to make myself tired. I have to get up and go to work 10-6 tomorrow, so I need to sleep sometime. This thing of going to sleep before 5am baffles me, really -shakes head-

Post an anonymous random personal comment for me. You can say anything you want to me, something you have always wanted to say or just thought of, good or bad. All comments are screened. I will not try and guess who you are, but you can tell me if you want to.

^Doooo eeet please? I need something to read when I get home from work, and these things always interest me. Post it in your journal too ^^

(IP logging is turned off so no, I will not cheat!)

Once again, I am going to plug WhuddleWorld because of two reasons...

1) Not enough of you joined last time I did, and most that did are not active and deserve massive spankings!
2) I need referrals!

It is adorable, but there is not much to do yet. So far you just have to complete the orientation quiz, vote in the poll, customize your Omnibus and dress up your avatar. There is a hair salon and a clothing shop so far. Oh, and a bank and a newspaper company that you can write for if you want. There is also a travelling bazarr that is HARD to catch, and not only do you have to catch it when it is in, you have to be on the site an hour before it appears in order to get tokens to be able to get in to the bazarr. So, even though there is not much to do, it is time consuming:P

Besides, I need people to chat to me in my omnibus forums:(

JOIN. If for nothing else, than do it to get me referrals ^^ (in order for me to get credited you have to pass the orientation quiz and make 5000 whuddlebeans. Not that hard, and besides, once you do, you will be semi-addicted ^^)



-bats eyelashes-

Life is hard right now, so instead of an update on it, I want to spam this banner because fuck me, it has got me curious, even more than a cat.

So yeah, I am starting to feel weird about not having that much to bitch about lately, heh. I mean geez, what in the hell is wrong with me?! *digs around in pocket* Hmm.. well, here are two bitches...

One, I slicked my finger wide open today on my cutting shears. Srsly. Blood woe. It was everywhere and I could not even see the gash through the blood so I could tell if I needed stitches or not. Apparently I am lucky and it is clotting quite nicely, despite the pain. Those things are so sharp I did not even feel it. In fact, I did not feel it until about half an hour ago (three or so hours after the fact). Note to self: Do not repeat the finger slicing action, it is not good.

Two, money. That is all I need to say to bitch about that topic.

Now, good points.

One, Josh and I got a new CD/MP3 player for the car yesterday as our old one was archaic. It is lovely -pets it-

Two, I did my first hair cut today! Well, I did three different blunt cuts actually, so it ruled. My instructor said I did her proud:D

Three, I am making friends at school and a lot of the girls (most actually) are really cool. They were all excited I cut myself today as apparently I am now initiated in to the elite, lmao, silly people.

Yeah, so that sums it up right now. I am tired. I lost a lot of blood which made me dizzy. I got to eat candy though (to help make me feel better) so yay!

Love.

FRIIIIIIIIIIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMGGGGGGGGGZZZZZZERRRRRRRRRS!!

Oh man. Seriously, I am so glad it is Friday! I have had this weird flu or something, and I have been SO effing tired, it has been really hard to get through my days at school because of it. Tomorrow, I sleep in.

Mom is watching the new Zorro movie and by the sounds of things, she is loving it =) I wanted to get her something to take her mond off of life for a while, so what better way than to rent her a hot dude with a mask?!

I got my hair cut at school the other day, so I took pictures. I also had to capture my new eye makeup style because I loooooooove it.


( PICS )

And now to go get some much needed rest =/

I stole this from kiana.

I DO expect you to comment or I shall forever be sad.

Srsly.

If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All posts will be permanently screened because it's a secret (unless you dun want it to be :P). Post anon if you want, even. Then repost this in your LJ- or don't. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

I want you to post it too.

DOOOOO EEEEEEEEEEEET! I want to learn more about you people mmmkay?

(ps. I blame Cynnie)

YOU
1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal?:
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. The best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, or album:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you.

I swear I like sleep too much =) I was having SUCH a good sleep, and when I woke up, I really wanted nothing more than to stay in bed because it is so effing cold in the house today, and my blankets were seducing me =D

Anyways, I have nothing to update with, other than I made a banner for my new icon journal iconvexity



Whee:P

PS: You should join and request icon themes so I know what people want to see XD

I decided to start a new icon/graphics journal because I miss it xD

Soooooooo..

I bring you iconvexity, my new baby ^^

I already posted a set of icons, Mary Sue text based icons to be excact, so go check them out and let me know what you think?

Pimp me so I have more people harping at me to update, it helps -laughs-

(PS: The layout is still sort of in tweak mode, but is good enough for now... -tired slurrrr-)

I am going to plug my seester's amazing products because OMG!so talented.

Go here and have a look, and yanno, BUY STUFF xD

spotlight-girl.net

Post anything you want and post it anonymously. a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a picture. just post something. Post as many times as you want, and snag this for your journal if you want.

Sadie needs entertainment (not that Cyn and Jazz are not doing a good job at that) and things to read, so spam this thread with your words XD

I have posted a list of "facts" about myself. Some are true, some are not. You must go through and list if you think they are true or false in the following format (or something similar so I can easily read your answers)

(1)T (2)T (3)F (etc etc)

All comments are screened, so you can't cheat off other people xD

(gacked from jazzsaxgod =)

1. I have four names in my entire name. My full name is Sadie Ann Deidre Love.

2. I once had to kill one of my baby bunnies because it was suffering and had to be put down.

3. I used to attend church on a regular basis but the preacher gave me the creeps so I quit going.

4. I used to have a drinking problem until I saw my uncle suffering from alcohol so bad, it scared me in to quitting.

5. I have been in 4 car accidents, one was almost fatal.

6. I used to weigh over 200 pounds just a little under two years ago.

7. I have lived in 14 houses in my life.

8. I have never had a fine for breaking the law in my car.

9. I have no criminal record whatsoever.

10. My greatest fear is snakes.

( The other 40 )

Can everyone who reads this please go here (click) and pick one of the five icons I made and nominate it in a comment? Just pick your fave and post and then you can go ^^ I would appriciate it:D (you do have to be a member of iconplex_entry to nominate but dooooo it... please?)

Oh, speaking of that, here comes a PIMP!

Anyone who reads this that is an icon maker should go join iconplex and iconplex_entry run by the lovely seester of mine Kenna. It is a really cool icon challenge community that I am sure will do well. *pokes* That means you, you join *pushes you over there*

I want a new layout and I am tired of S2 for the fact that... erm, can't do much with it. I want an S1 layout but I don't want to give up using tags.

Livejournal, implement tags in to S1 and make us graphic whores happy mmmkay? Thanks.

I have 100 icons for a while but have no motivation to make that many. I shall have to go icon hunting.

I need new things to do online as well. I was thinking of starting my own political/ranting/world events blog, but not on eljay. Maybe blogger or something. I thought that, then I thought "what is the point, nobody reads my shit anyways". Mind, that was not thought in an emo/dramatic way, just true. I think that idea is scrapped. I can't see myself keeping up with it often enough either.

I am just fucking bored with everything. I want to travel dammit. I want to change our lives and shake things up a bit. I am past being emo over it, I am just fed up now in a numb/peeved way. I want to pack the car, toss Josh and mom and Chester in it and just drive. Plug in some good rock and roll music and sing it at the top of our lungs. We are all going to be dead at some point, and I don't want any of us to die without having FUN. FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. I want FUN. Gimme!

I also want to get pissed drunk at some point before summer is over. There is no better season to get drunk than in summer because you can lay on the lawn and drink and fall asleep and not freeze to death.

I always end up on the bloody lawn when I am drunk, don't as me. Something about "whee fun grass" and "OMG STARS!" -slurp slurr- I am a weird drunk.

Alcohol. Alcohol and laying on a foreign beach sounds good to me.

PISSSSSSSSSSY.

pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy. pissy.

I hate being this pissed off for no fucking reason.

and I feel like shit.

rawr.

I am going to spam you with my PNG!VOTE FOR MY LUPE IN THE BC!!11one! post now becase I don't spam you people that often, and well, I am begging for votes:P


Click here to vote!

Thank you if you voted, and if you didn't, thank you for putting up with my neo spam.

Moving on.

Just got up not long ago. Have the WORST headache in the history of the world... ok yeah, that was overdoing it a bit, but it hurtttssss.

Have been playing Harvest Moon: Its a wonderful life on the Gamecube lately. My cow stopped giving milk and I put her up for sale, but then felt so bad and ran back to cancel selling her. She licks my face, how can I sell her?

mehhhh. Need to run upstairs and get some foooood.